Short and sweet in All other relationships

I would love to write more in depth but it's late and I'm tired. I just wanted to talk a little more about this latest kiss with Lou. It's the strangest thing really. I don't really feel anything when I kiss him. That's not anything I have ever noticed with anyone else I have ever kissed. But I just don't. Which is strange. I like Lou a lot... dare I say I love him. We just kissed for the second time this past Monday. We kissed quite a bit longer than our first time. But just now when I was talking to him and playing my love song (repeatedly) I was getting trapped in the memory of that kiss. And it felt wonderful. Too wonderful. I was starting to worry if I would ever be able to sleep tonight. I told him that and he was working overtime to seduce me.
I was really starting to enjoy that. Now I need to try to get some sleep. I want to revisit the whole reason why I'm not feeling anything when we kiss thing. But for now... time to get some sleep. Good night.