it's bizarre. and i don't understand. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

  • May 16, 2020, 11:13 p.m.
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so. a wk. ago when. my sister was over at my parents’. she either said ‘no one did anything about it’ or ‘no one was there for me’.............no actually. i know she said the second one. and that was in ref. to the thing i can’t talk about. not bc of confidentiality [after all she doesn’t know this. specific website is the one i blog. on] but. partially out of anger and. again partially bc. empathy.
ok well 1. no. regardless of age. if someone has committed an act of violence. or some such thing. anything illegal. if someone else. a business type as i call them. hears about it. then the person who has heard. is required. to do something about it. mentor/teacher/professor/instructor/medical professional. that type. so firstoff. it sounds like someone was. and 2. i don’t like when people generalise. something i myself make an effort not to do. if she means our parents then.............ok.
like. but to me. that - and i’m not quite sure why i think this - means. like the person was in a pitch black room. for a long period of time. but even then. they’d be aware of items. and objects. like ‘oh the table’s here this other thing is there’ type of thing. my god. how bad is her memory? no and i don’t mean that in a bad way. it just. for some reason. to me seems. she wasn’t. aware of people/proximity/space. like it’s not bad. it’s just bizarre. even. the man who mistook his wife for a hat. was aware that there was either. a woman or an item. there. he just. got confused.
again. i’m not quite sure. why i think that. her saying ‘no one was there for me’ means. equates to. it being akin to someone being in a pitch black rm for a long period of time. i don’t understand why i think that. so.
and. if she did say ‘no one did anything about it’ which. i think she did. then. no she’s wrong bc clearly. the business type she told. was. they told. evidently our parents. what she’d told them. so. i don’t get why she said that................i mean i have my guesses but like...........wow. i know she’s done coke............as in the drug. and i’ve never done it. which might be why i don’t completely get it................like. my god. i drink. and that fuks w/ someone’s memory. but not to that level.


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