JoYless in Other shit.

I'm working on a wedding bouquet. Although I've made cranes and things for weddings and showers I have never made the bridal bouquet.

It feels special. The bridal bouquet is important yes?

I hope she loves it.

I can't add to my joy list. I don't feel joyful.

I feel...

Forlorn.

I miss lion. Tremendously.

But he has gone on with his life without caring about me. About how he left me feeling.

I am trying to get over it. But I just love him so much.

Today. No joy for my list.

But tomorrow is a new day.