Nothing has really changed. Still separated. Still in school. I stay at home mostly and play games with friends. I'm still in love with my best friend that I never get to talk to). Although, I have found that I've really distanced myself from her. Not because I want to. I don't really know why. I kind of think she just goes through the motions with me. I'm probably wrong. But hey, what can you do? I love he and I'll continue to. Life isn't too bad.
My half sister is moving to NC from TX this month. It will be the first time we've ever met. It's crazy and I can't wait for it.
I'm also getting a roommate this month. It'll ease the bills a bit and he's a really good friend of mine.
I need to find a girlfriend or a companion to hang with. I have tons of things I want to share with someone and be close to them. But, sadly, I have no luck. I really think i'll be alone for the rest of my life in that sense. Everyone tells me not to worry but they aren't in my situation. They don't know how it feels. It really scares me.
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