i'm sorry, what? come again? in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

  • April 14, 2020, 12:01 a.m.
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which is a weird expression. but i actually kindof like it and am getting used to it.
um. this. has to do w/ the stupid virus thingy. so a little over 2 wks. ago i’d heard. from my mom that when i got back from being. at my mom’s the lady was going to take my temp. right so to me that meant. that she personally. the lady was going to do it herself. and so i thought about it and.........like on thurs. or fri. i told my mom i wasn’t going to do that. and she’s like ‘ok. it’s your right. i’m not going to argue’ which i thought she would.
well so then on sat. when i got back............i told the lady ‘i’m not going to do that’ twice. and the first time she’s ‘you have to’. no actually. i don’t ‘have’ to. it’s not like i’m personally compelled to. [i mean i’m not wrong. people do have free will and all that.]. and then she said something about calling 911 which to means the police. and naya and support’s emergency services. really? just for that? yes but someone not wanting to get their temp. taken. doesn’t constitute an emergency to me. frankly i think she overreacted and i think she owes me an apology. for that. but i’m not open to it and won’t accept it. so really i just want an acknowledgement of that fact. that she owes me an apology.
and. at the time. on sat. it was is that a threat? are you threatening me?’ i’m sorry, what? come again? so using fear to intimidate me is a great plan. no. it’s not. that’s not right. and don’t bother pointing out her side cause i already know. i’m going to tell my mom about this.
and to me. the police aren’t to be trusted. i’m white btw i know it’s weird to just like. announce it like that. and have only had one encounter w/ them. no but. they come off as intimidating and then. they say they want to help people. yeah i don’t know that i believe that. they do. and that can’t work. it doesn’t work well. i’m not bashing them i’m just saying.
well. so she asked why and............i told her. that. if she were to do that. i’d feel like i wasn’t being treated like an adult. and so then she clarified. and apologised. and i guess. what she meant apparently was that i’d. be the one to do so. oh. well it’s not my fault i didn’t understand.
right...........yeah ok. w/ a thermometer she bought. for me to use. and she wants to treat me like an adult...........yeah i can’t say i believe that. cause i don’t. i mean i’m not 2. uh. i have a thermometer. it’s been in my purse since last wk. the only problem i can see w/ telling. her i have one and am going to use it. besides what i mentioned above. is that she’d keep it. cause of the stupid rules. she has to keep all medical supplies............no as in she’s required to. honestly. but i myself am not going to do any damage to myself w/ a thermometer. for fuk’s sake. now pills.........well. there’s a reason i don’t buy them. smart plan. i’ve had my thermometer for some time. she could’ve at least asked. if i wanted her to buy me one. [um no.]. instead of deciding for me that she was going to. what bc i’m 12? i’m perfectly capable of handling that myself.
there’s more to this but. whatever. again. don’t bother pointing out her side of things.


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