Ok so the guy I wrote about, the head golf pro, we may have a clinger here. i actually went out with him..decided to give him a chance. So we went bowling. (I always love bowling) Apparently he's serious about it, he has his own balls, that are freaking SCENTED! I didnt even know you could do that. Anyways, he has this whole suitcase full of the bowling essentials.
So we started playing, making awkward small talk. Well after one of his turns I stand up to get my ball and he pretty much corners me for a kiss. it was either kiss or walk around the whole dang ball return. I was not comfortable at all. But I quickly gave him a peck and went on. And after that, EVERY SINGLE TIME HE BOWLED HE CAME BACK FOR A KISS! It got to the point where I would just stay sitting down until he sat down, then I'd get up and take my turn. It was more than annoying to me. I'm not a prude or anything, but c'mon..first actual date and your trying to plant them on me like a serial kisser?? It was all just bad for me.
So after that he asked about froyo, I agreed. Part of me was thinking maybe he's nervous, maybe it'll get better... The answer was no. More awkward small talk, fake laughing...I was over it. We left the froyo place and he opened his truck door for me, so I climbed in...and he TRAPPED me. he literally layed on top of me to kiss me. I dont know how he couldnt feel my resistance. I ended up just turning my head away to stop it all. We didnt talk on the way back.
We pull up to my house and I busy myself getting my purse, not looking at him but saying thank you, etc. He pulled me to him though and tried for more kissing. I just gave some pecks and pulled away. he just leaned over and layed his head on my arm. I wanted to scream. I just jumped out and shut the door.
then he's texting me he's on cloud 9 and that kiss was so good and it felt so right... and I wanted to say "were you at the same kiss I was?"
So I can't decide if I should just not text him like I was, hoping he'll get the hint, or just flat out say, look, it wont work. I'm not feeling it the way you are...
I hate this part.
letting go nicely in It only makes sense to me
- March 17, 2014, 12:11 a.m.
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