hard pill to swallow
I'm not who I was, but I'm not who I want to be, yet
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what's been going on in It only makes sense to me
So I have officially chunked up the first $750 to the lawyer, my boss signed as my witness and we are off on the great adventure we call Divorce. So I managed to get my ex to give him his work i...
the big D in It only makes sense to me
.and yes, I mean divorce. so I met with a lawyer Wednesday and got some questions answered...and now I'm even more upset/pissed. So I know divorces can be expensive...I know it's not just someth...
so Monday goes in It only makes sense to me
well I finally ordered a hoop nose ring from amazon. I refuse to spend $20 at a store when I can get one cheaper online. I paid $3 something..sterling silver, same company as my stud. I thought ...
letting go nicely in It only makes sense to me
Ok so the guy I wrote about, the head golf pro, we may have a clinger here. i actually went out with him..decided to give him a chance. So we went bowling. (I always love bowling) Apparently h...
late night in For my own entertainment
1- If you were to go to a costume party tonight what would you go as? -- a slug...that's what I feel like lol 2- What is your choice of toppings on a hamburger? --lettuce, pickles, mustard, mayo...
a few things on friday in It only makes sense to me
so I took off today. dropped kiddo at school, came back home and slept. i can only take pleasure days off when I have income tax lol. Can I just say, I love being able to sleep while I know othe...
suffocation, no breathing in It only makes sense to me
(yeah so 1st, this new 'write entry' box, not feeling it. not that my opinion matters. I mean it's great they're trying new things, but my OCD is going wacky over here. I need the lines and orde...
not sure where this will go in It only makes sense to me
So kiddo spent some time with this dad yesterday. We met at Popeyes where they ate lunch. It lasted about 10 minutes. He and I didn't really talk. They went and opened kiddos presents in his t...
the other parent in It only makes sense to me
So yesterday was kiddo's bday..he turned 8! Waaaa. wow. 8 years since I first laid eyes on him..amazing. I gave him a couple of presents and made cupcakes for his class, but his party will be t...
just go to bed in For my own entertainment
1.) Will you agree to let a lover use your toothbrush? Why or why not? -seeing as our mouths have probably come in contact with each other anyway 2.) In your bad dreams do you ever throw the slo...
Finish it in For my own entertainment
1. I am... sitting on my bed, watching The Breakfast Club. 2. My ex-boyfriend was... what's an ex boyfriend? 3. Maybe I should.... just go to bed 4. I love.... my son 5. I don't understand......
all is well in It only makes sense to me
so I took my SIL to lunch yesterday and we talked about my GC and all that she told me. I told her I wasn't trying to tell her how to parent, I didnt want her thinking I would ever give my GC un...
life for what it is in thoughts in rhymes
I wanna feel the rush Need you to give me that push Take me to the edge Of life its self Make me forget who i am Give me more than i can stand Need you to make me feel Whole again Bend me unti...
attack in thoughts in rhymes
spinning out of control my minds racing with no where to go there's darkness all around me running so fast and stumbling my heart beats fast in my chest like a farewell dance of death my sk...
so much hurt in everyone in It only makes sense to me
tuesday i went to the funeral service for my coworker's baby. I have never gone to any service like that for a child. adults are hard enough, but babies? kids? it's something I could have gone...
heartbroken; unimaginable pain in It only makes sense to me
My coworker lost her baby today. She was going in today at 12 for a C-section.....6:30 this morning she noticed a discharge and went to the ER. There was no hearbeat. They decided to go ahead ...
I should say a lot in It only makes sense to me
yet here I sit...staring at the screen so much my eyes are burning. i've wrote about 5 entries in the past few days, yet I always jsut delete them. why bother posting. i feel like I have so much...
The south reopens in It only makes sense to me
so my little town and the surrounding areas have been on a winter apocolypse shut down. Even though we got some ice and nothing more. But that's ok because my job has a rule: when our parish sch...
Love without common sense in It only makes sense to me
People and love these days. They disgust me. Let me rephrase...people and what they call "love", disgust me. People have what I call the Taylor Swift Syndrome....TSS ; it's not just for tampon...
a blah blah entry in It only makes sense to me
I have a new obsession... Wahlburgers on A&E. I love love Donnie Wahlberg. Yes Donnie from New Kids on The Block (whom I've loved since I was 5)...Donnie from Blue Bloods and Saw 2..Marky M...
What do I say? in It only makes sense to me
I'm sure if I thought about it and took the time, I could write forever. But it's like when I bring this up, I just get ADD and bored. Im at the point where I want to just scrub this whole onli...
Ringing In 2014 in It only makes sense to me
Well, here it is. A brand new year. 2013 wasn't all bad though. What I'm wanting out of 2014 is just to live better. I want to draw closer to God. I want to make sure I'm being a great examp...