Please help in ❅journal 2019❅
- Dec. 11, 2019, 6:49 p.m.
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I don’t know what to do.
I feel like I’m lying, a part of me is hoping I’m lying. I don’t want to be a victim of online sexual assault. I don’t want it. I want to cry and roll up into a ball.
My memories so patchy. Things I think where there dissapear after some tears. I buried everything from that day and bringing it back up terrifies me. I always joked about it, hiding it all as me being a dumb kid and now that I know that isn’t the case I’m spiraling.
I can’t remember it clearly and I’m crying. I’m scared nobody will believe me soon as they realize I can’t remember everything right, I don’t know what to do. It happened, I remember it all, I remember the drive home, the yelling, the crying, the torment
I feel like I’m not reacting right? I feel like I should be screaming and panicking and throwing up but I’m not. I’m just constantly fearful and afraid. I don’t want to go to school anymore. I’m scared. More scared than ever.
Mr. Mofo ⋅ December 11, 2019
Well if something happened you need to talk with a professional about it. A goober like me or someone else online can listen but that is about it.
Now if you think that something bad WILL happen to you you might want to consider calling the popo.