I feel so horrible for not texting her.
The night before she overdosed we where supoosed to text and call, she really wanted to talk and i just didn’t. And now that she’s back from the hospital I’m still not because i can’t.
It feels so wrong but mentally i can’t bribg myself to do it. I feel wrong and llike she hates me. That, i just cannot do it. I feel sick to my stomach with this all.