I wish I could cry and my tears would take me with them.
I want to melt into the floor, the walls, and just not exist.
I want the pain to escape and never come back, even if I have to go with it.
I wish I could just breathe.
I want to feel safe, hes just a professor, hes a nice guy, I’m a fucking freak.
I want to not feel this way, to not be scared of my own shadow
I wish I wasn’t the girl everyone knows not to touch
I want to be loved and love in return
I want to get hugs and be normal.
I wish I could tell her how I feel
I want her to feel the same
I want to be worth her time, I want to be there for her
I wish someone was there for me
I want someone to know that I. Am. Not. OK
I want to relax and not be tense
I wish I was good enough
I want to be different
I want to be anything but me
I wish I was dead
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