I am not okay. in Phoenix

  • Aug. 21, 2019, 2:47 p.m.
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Have to drive several hundred miles tomorrow to take my son to college. My baby is leaving. I’ve been fine, mostly, until today. Today, I can’t stop crying. I can’t stop trying to imagine what it’s going to be like not having him here with me and I just can’t imagine it. It’s just darkness. And that feels pretty terrible because I still have another, younger son at home.

I know I’ll be okay, that everything will be okay. I’ll adjust. I always do. But right now, today, in the grips of a major depressive episode, I am very much not okay.

A Pedestrian Wandering August 21, 2019

Glad you know to just feel your feelings.

🌈 JustWillow 🦄 A Pedestrian Wandering ⋅ September 03, 2019


SnowInSahara August 21, 2019

As a mom, it’s is okay to be not okay sometimes.after all we all r just human. “We bleed when we feel down”. Chin up.focus on the younger one now.like it on not. Kids grow up fast. But it’s the memories tht we created with them tht will forever with them.🙂

🌈 JustWillow 🦄 SnowInSahara ⋅ September 03, 2019


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