i like those songs that end by slowly fading or echoing it's weird how I can remember shit from my childhood and think to myself 'that isht was like fuckin 20 some odd years ago, what the eff?' I did'nt get spoiled like alot of my classmated did in HS. Did'nt have the badass Osiris shoes, did'nt non chalantly spend money everyday at the snackbar, did'nt break out my cd player and library of cd's. I had a cd player, but like only a few cd's-, did you know that goddamn up until I was about 15 or so, my mom still had to ok any cd I wanted to buy, AND EVEN THEN WE BOUGHT IT AT WALMART WHERE EVERYTHING WAS CENSORED-, I COULD'NT GET DOWN TO MASTER P CENSORED, BROMIGO So, you know what I did?
10: Idon'twannaknowwhatyougottadid
17:justkeepswimming
Anyway..I had a walkman. Yeah, not a disc man, son, a WALK MAN. Clip that isht onto your waistband of your pants and you put your headphones on and the populace at large is none the wiser! I KEPT on listening to my walkman up until about 2008, when -..this parts kind of funny. One day I was going through all my mixtapes and BAM, my stereo must've realized HEY ITS 2008, IM OBSOLETE AND SO ARE TAPES, I'M GOING TO COMMIT SUZUKI AND TAKE YOUR MIXTAPES WITH ME, THE WORLD WILL NEVER KNOW THAT AT ONE POINT IN TIME MASE AND MONSTERMAGNET WERE POPULAR, HAHAHA ..and so, it ate one of my tapes, and me being the idiot I was and still am, I put in my other couple of tapes and they all suffered the same fate. I amassed that library of music by spending hours by the radio and recording songs off cd's I'd borrowed from my friends. Gone. Kaput. Done, son.
I think the only cd's I ever bought was NWA's greatest hits, Beastie Boys 'Pauls boutique', 2pacs greatest hits, and pretty much every nirvana record. Sometimes if I squint my eyes really hard and think happy thoughts I can hear my skateboard on the sidewalk and see the afternoon summer sun over the traintracks and hear 'Out on bail, fresh outta jail, california dreamin'...'
I keep eyeing the knife caddy, man, this is going to happen, I'm sorry, just dont know when though, probably realistically not for a long time, I don't wanna weird out my connect by asking if he knows where to find a piece, either. I'm not going to do anything to better this, I can't or won't, probably the first one. It's wearing on the people I love, the only people who've ever loved me.
I started out so well with this, but this was bugging me the whole time. When I go to sleep, I remember something Pop said, about if the corners of your room are darker than your windows(lights out ofcourse)..something about being haunted, I can't remember-, I need to find him, I think he's here on prizzlebox. I'm glad most folks I knew(if I can say I know anyone) on OD are here I'd name names but it's not a popularity contest, I love you all equally Ok I guess I'll stop, my hands are just idle above the keyboard and if I let them keep typing they'll type things you won't want to read
17: ...I ever tell you about the time I was at this halloween party, man..? 10: OH GOD I'M GOING TO FUCKING MURDER YOU IF YOU DONT JUST DROP THAT SHIT
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