I finally hit a point where I’m tired of people and their bullshit.
People claim to value honesty. Truth is, they only “value honesty” when they’re “dishing it out”, and it comes out as murky as the river water these days.
I stopped going out because of this. Some people seem to think they’re immune to karma, but they’re not. In small towns, where everyone knows everyone, people lie to themselves. They would rather believe that someone would never criticize them, even when presented with evidence to the contrary.
I don’t care who I piss off, and enough is enough. Stop with the excuses and just be honest.
Neglected by your companion? Do something about it. Or stop making excuses and just admit that you’re enjoying the attention that complaining gets you from other people.
Yes, it’s difficult to leave a bad relationship. I had to take what would fit in my son’s diaper bag when I left my ex-husband after he tried to choke me out. If you REALLY want something, you do it. Yes, I was scared because I had to go to a shelter and my son was so young. But I wasn’t going to be a shitty person and gamble with my son’s life. I. Fucking. Left. My son was more important, so I started over. I WANTED better for him, for myself, and I knew I deserved better.
You have issues with people in your circle? Step up and speak up or get rid of them. Unless, again, you do it for attention.
Just be honest!! Just say, straight up that you need attention to validate your pitiful existence. You do you, but I’m avoiding shit like that.
I’ve spent a majority of my day combing through my social media accounts to delete all these people, and I’ve been getting all kinds of messages about it.
I’m just tired of people. I hate that people have grown weak. I hate that people refuse to take responsibility for their lives.
And hate is unhealthy to have. I don’t “hate” very often, so when I get to that level, its bad. It’s best to drop the dead weight.
I have taken a break from writing because I saw the same monotony in my own writing, and I got my shit together and realized a LOT of changes had to happen.
I’m just tired.