6.20.18 in formless

I have been 1000 people
worn 1000 faces
I can be beautiful
I can be ugly
I can be smart
I can be a coward

A fact in denial:
You deserve to feel shitty about yourself if you do shitty things

He is not picking on you

he is being honest with you about your petty comments

jealousy is not an attractive trait

and I start to realize

the more you desire it

the deeper the poison sinks

black and curdled in your blood

the real question is:

who are you trying to be?

if I keep telling myself that money doesn’t buy happiness will it make me feel better?