Give me strength in Chaos

Today is my niece’s birthday party.

Miss B is turning 6 and she is quite the girl. Miss B has a rare eye condition called Achromatopsia but it def hasn’t slowed her down any. She is the most happy go lucky kid I’ve ever known and full of attitude and Sass. I love her. But I’m dreading her party.

I do not feel right today. My mind is all foggy and I woke up agitated. Little things are annoying me today. Noise is a big one.

This party is going to be loud and I will be trapped around family that I’m not in the mood for. You put my mother my sister and myself in a room for too long and your asking for disaster. Especially when I’m not feeling myself.

Let’s just hope I can keep it together today