Grateful in just testing

I heard a confusing msg while listening to you tube tarot readers so I gotta write it out..

It was something along the lines of if you keep doing the same thing you’re gonna get the opposite of what you want. If you do the opposite of what you’ve been doing you’ll get the results you want.

So far I’ve been bashing this current job and director in my head and focusing on how much this is NOT the job got me. What you focus on you bring to you. Ask I’m focused on is this shitty job.

If I so the opposite I should be extremely grateful for my job. What you focus on you bring to you.

And truly I should, it would be shitty to be unemployed.

And some how my gratefulness for what I have will encourage the universe to give me MORE to be grateful, which in the end could be an even better way to make money. New/better employment..

Basically taking everything in your life and saying

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Instead of saying- I hate my body, I want to lose 10 lbs

You say I’m grateful for my beautiful body as it is now but I am going to lose 10 lbs

I’m grateful for my current job but I’m gonna get a better one

I’m grateful for my home but I’m gonna get a bigger one

These are general, I guess you would be more specific work your own goals

This is not my forever job and I will miss the ppl here. Just like I miss my school ppl. I used to be so close to them. Or so I thought till I was banished to the kitchen and they didn’t give 2 shits.
Before all that they were really nice people and we had real friendships that are now gone.

One say I will lose this weight. And then I can be like this lady

5 Things I Miss About Weighing More Than 300 Pounds - mindbodygreen
https://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-13018/5-things-i-miss-about-weighing-more-than-300-pounds.html

And I’ll miss my fat body.

I won’t be in my apartment forever. Quick I do love and I will miss. It’s so cozy. It’s where me and will began. It’s where he proposed. I will miss it.

I am grateful for all I have and am now. But things can’t stay the same. And I will miss them when I’m living my new (better) life.

Last updated November 30, 2018