Ugh. in In My World

Just once I would like someone to see me with a baby in my arms and not be able to stop themselves from swooning a little. I want them to not quite be able to stop themselves from picturing me with our baby.

I long for that feeling of looking up to seeing someone already smiling at me. I want someone to think of me like those slow motion romantic comedy moments. I want someone who will notice all the things about myself I never knew I did.

I want to be someone’s light. I want to mean as much someone as he meant to me. I want that kind of love again.

I want someone to think about me in the same way I think about you.

Maybe that’s too selfish…

Maybe you forgot what it was like to want to be with me.

I dont know anymore.

I’m nesting and I want my future. I’m sick of waiting.