And Go... in 2018

I started today… 1 more chance.

I finally said fuck it yesterday after the negative pregnancy test and went to this guy’s apartment. I was on that side of town and he’s decent but not really for dating. Has strong hands. It didn’t last terribly long but after 5 months it worked.

Of course, bc I did that, F texts me back today. Still weirdly. I think he got mad at one of the guys from work because he basically lectured him about not wearing deodorant and he definitely didn’t do it in a sensitive way. Somehow I think I got brought into it… like wtf? Why am I always getting blamed for shit?