All Over in Random Public Stuffs

My brain wants to shut down. I jusy want to sleep.

Larry is being weird. I don’t want to get involved again, and I am finally getting over him. I will always love him, but that life I wanted so badly with him? Its gone. The want to curl up into his arms is slowly fading.

Those blue eyes no longer seem bright. He is now…just a guy. Someone I would smile at, but pass without a srcond thought.

I just have to make sure I don’t break down and use him for sex. I still fantasize about licking tequila off his abs. Gah.

Its been too fucking long.

I need to resume my conquest.

Emotions are a bitch.

At this point, I would probably settle for phone sex first.

I don’t foresee dating any time soon. I don’t see myself ever getting married again either.

Considering the issues I have…its probably best I don’t.