Argh... in 2018

I just don’t get guys.... or maybe I’m just that fucking needy? I dunno.

I feel like I’m always initiating communication so I decided not to. So of course I didn’t hear from him at all yesterday and so far nothing today. I didn’t even see him at work. He was there, but he never bothered to try and see me. So I left. Whatever.

And I’m not going to initiate text tonight either. Sunday morning was the last time we kissed. He had 2 days off and didn’t even try to make plans with me. Fucking boys.