I fucked up. Not gonna talk about what I did.
I know why she won’t be with me but I can’t do anything. Its not for the reason she gave although it doesn’t help.
I just wanna be with her. I just.. I felt so betrayed by stuff. But she didn’t? So I self destruct again. I’m always hurting myself.
She wants me to see this new guy.
She tells me she’s been on dates…
Why? I asked her out so many times and she said she wants to but can’t yet she can go on dates with other people no problem? Do I even have a right to be mad at her? I feel so jealous and angry. I have never felt it this bad.
It was a mistake. I should have walked away I guess. She holds me close but won’t date me. She won’t do anything with me.
I don’t know the reason but she still has that she is married to me on facebook. I don’t know why. Its not like we are together.
Do I tell people I’m single? Cause I guess I am. Technically.
I love her and she says she loves me and cares for me but won’t.. be with me.
I just want to be with her. Why is this so hard?! I finally find the person I want and this is what happens. For once the person i liked, liked me back. It grew into love and now I’m in love.
I have loved before but nothing like this.
I don’t think its gonna happen. I want to cry my eyes out 😊
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