Mass shooting o Toronto what are you becoming? in Elm

I cannot sleep.
I am.so upset about what has happened in my city.
I was out around 10 when I saw multiple police cars heading down to the danforth
As well as a helicopter which I presume may be to airlift that little girl to the hospital tonight less than 5 minutes away from me.
Guess where the fuck I was? A youth day event. Where as the police cars sped by they talked about living without violence and guns.
I laughed uncomfortably as the sirens overpowered the speaker talking.
I.had a gut feeling that something very bad happned but I brushed it off
Less than 5 minutes away from me a little girl is fighting for her life.
I am in shock angry terrified and upset that this has happened.
I have no fucking words.
If anyone is up and is upset too or can talk with me I would greatly appreciate it.
My ex boyfriend died a few years back from gunfire a block away from where I live and this is bringing it all back to me.
My exes death anniversary is August 9th so that is comming up as well.
I have had a panic attack tonight and has been crying and pacing my living room.
I cannot stop watching the news and the fucking graphic video tonight of the shooter firing the gun.

Last updated March 14, 2019