I know she likes her homophobic friend. Great. Cool. No one that thinks like him is a nice guy. Doesn’t correct his friends when they say f*ggot or other slurs. Yes, Prince fucking Charming. I am so sick of so much shit.
I dunno what else to do. I know I fucked up with my jealously shit but I’ve been there for her through thick and thin as much as she would let me in.
I’m sorry. I am the better choice.
I’m a decent guy whose a little fucked up and makes mistakes but always takes responsibility for them. He’s am immature kid whose masculity is so fragile he can’t even see a penis without going “eww im not gay!”. Fuck him and guys like him who make guys like me feel like shit.
I want to scream.
So, I got jealous, she got pissed. We didn’t talk. We finally talk again and she tells me she likes him. I knew exactly who tf it was. This pathetic little man child.
Yes, I am jealous.
She tells me we aren’t a couple. Which hurt me cause it seemed like we were together again. Its like she wants me when she is on her meds but once she is off, I don’t matter. I annoy her. I’m too sensitive. And yes, I HATE her friends.
A bunch of immature, homophobic, problematic assholes I deal with ONLY gor her.
And now she’s flirting with him.
I know that I should walk away. I know I shouldn’t hold out for this small little thing we have left. But I can’t help myself.
I am a masochist.
I will continue to chase someone who I can’t get close to until she can find her way again.
And she doesn’t need to be with me.
But
CAN SHE PLEASE PICK SOMEONE LIKE ME, WHOSE KIND, A FEMINIST,.. I DUNNO NOT SOME ASSHOLE WHO IS CASUALLY HOMOPHOBIC AND TRASHY!!
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Sorry. Sorry. Need to vent. I almost told this Cano asshole to stfu twice already.
😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
Now she is leaving soon and its all “Cano, you gonna be here when I get back?” All flirty and shit like … OKAY!
Now she says she doesn’t like him..
I.. I … I just don’t know what the hell she is doing.
If she is trying to get me to go away she’s doing a shit job of it.
She is totally hanging on to me and I dunno what to do cause I know I love her but um.. what the hell?
Not my friend
Not my lover either
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