Muuuuuch Better-Maybe TMI in Self-Improvement, 2018

I forget that sometimes I should probably put a tmi warning on my entries. Thank you for the notes, I was legitimately concerned about dick sizes. Consider this your First TMI warning.

The original plan that we made on Sunday was that we’d wait till Friday before we saw each other again. That didn’t happen. I invited him over again tonight. Seriously my sex drive right now is like that of a teenager. So he very willingly came over. Hormones!

Sunday was his first time ever and it was quite obvious. Between sunday’s performance and tonight’s performance, I think he may have done some studying in his free time. Not complaining. Also, he trusted me enough to forgo the condom. And seriously, what a difference. He was sooo focused on it slipping off on Sunday that he seemed unable to actually relax and submit himself to “the process”. That, and it was his first time.

But without the condom being a factor and him seemingly a little more informed, it was soooo much better. So was his erection. All the TMI. He was definitely harder and maybe like an inch bigger. Maybe it was my imagination or maybe he found something over the counter, but we were definitely able to do more positions tonight than we were able to do on Sunday.

And he doesn’t know this, but he tried two of my favorite positions that I used to do with the ex, and he was just as good. So there’s hope that my ex won’t in fact be the best sex partner I’ll ever have. 🙌

More TMI. We did it twice. The first time he pulled out right before he came and went into his hand because he was worried about coming inside of me. The second time there were no worries. I wonder what he thinks about my nonchalant “I don’t care if you use a condom or come inside of me” attitude towards sex with a guy I literally just met 🤔🤷🏻‍♀️ I mean I know I take my birth control nightly and am not sexually diseased. He was a virgin. I’ve told him on birth control and even showed him the packaging. Why stress, right? We’re all adults here.

I am literally the 30 yr old divorcée over here like “I still got it!”