So I've Been Holding Something in meh...

I don’t even know if I mentioned this. I may have and probably said some smart aleck shit behind it.

A while ago, my brother asked me about my credit. I thought it sucked majority but it is actually fair. I’ve only checked it recently because of him.

I think I talked to my mom and said, “What? Is he going to buy me a car? Gonna make me pay for it anyway.” We had a laugh about it.

Fast forward many months, he’s asking how much can I afford in a car note. I’m honest with him. Let him know life is a struggle. I can’t feasibly see me with a car note, insurance, sales tax…all the shit that goes with having a car. So he threw some figures at me and I thought, yeah. I can do that I suppose.

So we’ve actually been in talks about this. And I’m like damn for real?

The catch is…

He doesn’t think I see it, but this is a move for me to visit mom more and to take over from my sister in law with all the stuff she does. I think he wants to bring his new lady and my niece to town without always having to rely on ex wifey for information or other stuff regarding mom. It’s a selfish motive, but I benefit, plus I get to see my mom more, so, I’ll take it.

It doesn’t take away that he is a jerk.
He’s still that. But this is huge for me and him.

I mean payments are mine and if he cosign LORD KNOWS I will not do anything to have him calling me talking about people harassing him about me. I don’t need that in my life.

So by this time tomorrow, I may have a car.

😁😁😁

Kindest regards,
Sister