6/19/05 in Victim of Society

Yesterday was one of those boring days of my life. I had to drive in a car with my parents out to Temecula which is about 2 hours away, sit through traffic, just to go to this old couple's 50th anniversary party. So we finally get there and I don't know anyone and people keep asking me if I want stuff to eat and I waslike no I cant eat any of this! So I just went down these steps into the back yard and fell asleep on some bench and then my parents woke me up when it was time to eat dinner and I had potatoes and salad. Then I begged them to let me go to this wiccan store I saw on my way there but they wouldnt until finally I told them I had to get dad a fathers day gift and then my dad was like oh sure heres the keys. I was like YESSSSS :-D So me, my cuzin and kyle left and my cuzin got all weird when i went to that wiccan store cuz shes christian and she started asking me all these questions and i was just like ummmm not knowing what to say lol. Then my mom called and said I had to go back and we were supposed to stay in a hotel out there but i MADE her take me home. So she finally did and I got home at around 9 and the drive back reminded me of driving back from the rave with matt so i really felt like hanging out with him but i KNEW he wouldnt but I texted him and asked anyways, of course he said he was busy. I seriously dont know what the fuck i did wrong to make him never want to hang out with me anymore. ugh. so i was so bored and decided to just go to CK to watch these bands play and i went there and all these snobby claremont ppl were there so i watched the bands and just left when they were done playing. Then jimmy called me and asked to hang out and of course the whole time he just talked about andrea. FINALLY andrea called and i havent hung out with her in forever since we have been in a fite this whole week. so i dropped jimmy off and he got all mad that me and andrea were gonna go hang out but oh well. then andrea picked me up and we went to joses and then to some park with him. it was a really cool park and i saw this scary looking house and i swear there was sumthing about that house. like spirits were living in there, just something eerie about it. then we went to del taco and 2 in the morning and there were seriously like 20 cars in front of us i was like wtf why is this place so packed at 2 in the morning? it was weird. then jose was talking to me of course about craig. =( he was like he probably isnt doing ne thing with u cuz u arent 18 and i was like nooo thats not it, its just me. so of course i was all sad all nite thinking about craig. around 3:30 in the morning we dropped jose off and then me and andrea went back to her house but couldnt park the car cuz her garage was full and so we went and got a permit and parked it on the street and FINALLY at like 4:30 we got to go to sleep... ZzZzZ