Ive been pretty busy lately so I haven't been on here in so long. I havent even written in my journals recently and I usually alwasy update those things...well ne waz...right now I have a list of guys. I only have a list of guys so I dont get hurt by the guy I really do like (steven). Ok so I still like Chris but he's pretty much off the list right now since there is no way in hell me and him will be getting close soon since hes still with his bitchass gf. But ne waz, Steven is my friend from work-Justin's 19 year old brother. We hung out a few times and I have always thought he was hot. But it wasn't until recently me and him started getting pretty close. He is such a great guy and really nice. Saturday night he came over to play poker with my parents and he always wins there money haha. He came over with Matt and finally atlike midnight my parents decided to go to bed so I asked if I could hang out with them for awhile and luckily they said yes. So me steve and matt blazed in steves car and then went over to Matts house and right when we got there they took out all this cocaine and offered me some. I was SO tempted to say yes but I said no. I have this heart murmor thing that the 3 drugs I esp shoudlnt take are cocaine, exstacy and speed. But ne waz after that we were just watching Jackass the movie and then at like 2 Steve took me home. The first night we got close Steve kissed me goodnight (well it more of a make-out session) but ne waz when he took me home saturday night he didnt kiss me or ne thing =( So I am kinda confused. Idk if he likes me as a friend? or more then a friend? or what. He always calls me and invites me places and everyone says he does like me. But he is sure taking things slow haha. But maybe that means he really does like me and respect me unlike all the other guys who just try to get in my pants the first night I meet them.......well ne waz. The other two guys on my list are a) Colton and b) Ralphie. I met colton thru scott(this nice guy i met on myspace who margot now likes) Him and colton are cuzins and i think colton is sooo frikin cute. He has a gf tho but scott said hed cheat on her with me. He lives in Monrovia so its not like me and him would actually ever be bf/gf but im just talkin about hookup buddy here. Ne waz me and him got stoned and he kept like staring at me and stuff and i just wanted to like grab him and fuck him LoL no but really he looked soooooo hot. Ok well Ralphie I just met tonight at Denny's. He's Jen's friends. He's kinda cute and has reallly hot hair. He lives kinda far too. Diamond Bar. I wouldn't go out with him and I'm not sure I'd hook up with him but he seems like a really nice guy. Right now I just want to focus on Steve though because I think I might actually have something good going with him. I just can't fuck up and I hope he doesn't hurt me. Me and him are probably going to the movies tomorrow night since it's my only night off. So hopefully that will be fun. And then I can decide whether or not he actually likes me or what.
Ok so what else has been going on in my life? Hmm well last wednesday me drea and margot went to Hollywood to see Matt's band play at the whiskey. We got there around 2 and went shopping and stuff. Then I wanted to get my belly button peirced and we went to this peircing place where they said they coudlnt peirce my navel cuz i have like a weird navel that if they did peirce it, and it got infected, the infection would go inside me instead of just being outside. So I was totally bummed I really wanted to get it pierced =(. Then I went to see a physic who was weird and told me I was raped when I was really young, which is so not true. And that I have a bad home life, and my friends talk shit about me behind my back. But im apparently really intelligent and will live till i am 87 haha. She also said alot of stuff that is true but those things were the things I was kinda like wtf about. She used tarot cards which I believe in so I knew some of the stuff was true (about how i have trouble sleeping at nite and dont eat rite, and how i want to persue something big but am sorta trapped). After that we went to the whiskey and watched the other bands WHICH TOTALLY SUCKED! we almost fell asleep. FINALLY matts band came on and kicked ass! and matt looked soooooooo hot with his mohawk hahaha.
Well I cant really think of much else going on right now. Oh yea Im on the honor roll wooohooo. And I think im graduating around august. Then Im gonna go to mt. sac for 2 years to get my general ed out of the way then transfer to fullerton to get my teaching creditentials(which by the way are nationally credited meaning if I moved out of state they will still count WOO HOO!!) well i will seriously try to update this thing more often! <3 natalie
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