IM SO GLAD 2004 IS OVER WITH!!!!!!!!!
So much bad/sad things have happened since my last entry that I don't even know if I want to get into. I'm just going to not type all those things that happened this past month. It's not like I'm going to forget about what happened I just dont want to bring it up especially right now. Maybe in a later entry I will. I'm just going to type about what has been going on in 2005 this brand new year that IS GOING TO BE A GOOD ONE...I hope. Because I really need a good year.....
Anyways, New Years was boring as ever. Me and Margot hung out..went to my cousins party that was mostly just old people so we left and went to Olivias party that was mostly just gay Bonita people so we left drove around, called Chris, went to In N out, cried over boys, cried because our life is so boring, made up stories, ate food, drove around a little bit more and then went home.
I had to work all weekend too which sucked. Oh yea I cut and dyed my hair. I duno I just felt like a change. I didnt want to look the same as I did last year. I hate everything about last year. I have like 3 days off of work FINALLY. i need a break from that place. Im reading Perks of Being A Wallflower, it is such a good book. I recommend it to EVERYONE.
Well right now I really like this guy Chris. I dont know if I have mentioned him in past entries, but yea I like him. He --of course-- doesnt like me. Do I ever like guys who like me back? ::sigh:: Oh well hes still really cool...well sometimes. He makes me sad alot because I always tell him I want to hang out with me and he says maybe and then we never end up hanging out because he always has plans and is always busy. So whatever...oh and we just got in this lil fight online rite now and he said I piss him off sometimes. what the fuck? Whatever, I just have bad luck with guys I guess. Maybe I should start looking for a new guy to like this year. A new guy for my brand new GOOD year. Yes. I dont know. Where the hell am I going to find a new guy? Eh.. whatever.
Anyways, me and Margot have been hanging out alot lately. We went to the mall and stole a bunch of clothes. I love having a friend who is single because I love just going places trying to meet guys and stuff. And I love how she loves to steal, and likes the same music as me. So its all fun when we hang out haha. We have also been going to this place called CK Cafe where they have an Open Mic Night every thursday night. Its alot of fun. People go up on stage and read poety, sing, or play the guitar, or paint. Its nice being around alot of creative people like that. Shes going to go up next week and sing. I wrote a poem and I might go up and read it but I dont know. Im scared of public speaking.
Oh yeah I almost forgot. I dropped out of Bonita and now I am going to Options for Youth which is a homeschool/charter skool/independent study thing. Its a shit load of work but its alot better then Bonita. Right now Im taking two classes. English and Nature Journaling. Pretty boring but at least I might be able to graduate early. Oh yeah and I might stay in the ROP child care class at Bonita. Me and Andrea are going there tomorrow to see if I can get back into it and to see if she can too. Ok well I wrote enough for tonight. I'll try to update this thing more from now on.
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