MJ and I went through a huge thing this weekend over her friends and we not only survived but I think we are even closer now. I haven’t felt this awesome. We had this huge conversation that needed to happen so we could understand each other… and um, it ended in sex so that has to be a good thing? Right?
She’s talking to me more and more. Sending me love, photos of herself.. its all so beautiful. She’s the most gorgeous woman in the whole fucking universe. I think a lot of women are beautiful but she’s just so special. There is something so special about her.
She’s making me move more and do more. I just pray that she is safe from her so called friends.
They are these toxic masculine men living in the Bronx. Her “best friend” is the least problematic but he’s not without his issues. The reason I say it like that is simple, he is NOT a good friend to her.
Yeah, they hang out but MJ has done more for DJ than he has for her. I know it cause I see it. DJ takes and takes and does not give. MJ doesn’t see it because she needs a friend so she wants to see the good in DJ. Which, this is her damn super power, she can see the good in people. It’s her power but its also her downfall. She wants to belong, to help so she gets blinded and doesn’t see the people she is helping and bonding with for who they are and does not see their true motives.
Much like I didn’t see them at that age. It took me such a long time to learn that skill. I don’t want that for her.
These guys are aggressive. They bullied me out of a party. Not sure if I spoke about this or not here but yeah. Homophobic, toxic men who are also transphobic. I know they talk shit about me behind my back.
DJ is homophobic. He says No Homo after showing another man affection. Like.. dafaq? Dude. It’s not GAY to show someone of the same gender affection and even if it was GAY that doesn’t mean its bad so you don’t need to be an asshole and specify that you aren’t GAY cause GAY is so horrible. You are the same guy who uses GAY as an insult.
Her other friend says “I didn’t want to look at my MALE roommate in TIGHT BOXER BRIEFS cause I didn’t wanna look at his BULGE.”
Word for word.
How did you even remember they were boxer briefs if you didn’t look down straight boy? Please.
So, I called them out and was attacked instantly.
I left the party and was angry with her cause I thought she was taking their side.
Now, what kind of is still getting me, this happened, she knows this. She now knows and is aware of how homophobic/transphobic they are, she goes back to hang out with them.
She is like me.
She has a hero complex. She wants to help and save people which is such an amazing thing about her but I do not want her getting hurt the way I did.
I will love her. Love her and maybe, she will trust me enough to know I mean the best for her.
She’s the best and I love her so much.
I want her to have fun and be happy. I don’t want her hurt but if she does get hurt, I will be there to support her, love her and heal her if I can. I need her around. I feel she is so much danger with 2 of those men who aren’t even her friends. They are toxic friends that DJ thinks are worth it… I don’t want her mixed in anything that is going to hurt her.
How can I tell her this?
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