I cannot believe what an utter FOOL I was.
I was so blind to the fact that MJ not only loved me but was improving herself for me, as well as herself. I made so many mistakes. So did she.
Best advice ever. Talk to her. Which I did. Like a person.
She wants to be with me and it makes me go crazy cause I love her so much. We have been talking a lot lately and I hope we can be alone together soon. She’s still working through her intimacy issues. I am doing the same as well.
We are getting into the habit of sending letters to each other too. Its so romantic. She is so romantic.
She’s also… so beautiful and she is so freaky too?! Like what?!! This woman loves me? This woman wants me to do that to her?? I can’t even. She picked me. I can’t believe she picked me.
MJ sent me videos and we chatted this morning. I still want more. I can’t handle it. I want more of her and I have to control that feeling. I have NEVER had this feeling before cause all of my past relationships have SUCKED and have been so abusive.
I finally have someone who supports me, who protects me and cares for me. GOD!! I LOVE HER!!! haha sorry
I think I’m actually in love.
I know I want to marry her.
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