I can feel myself starting to think more clearly with each passing day. The runaway emotions I sometimes fall prey to have seemed to subside for now, and I’m beginning to get back to thinking logically and rationally. I feel like I’m getting tuned in again -that the background static from being between frequencies is fading away. I’m not allowing myself to become angry and frustrated, or dwell on things I have no control over. My hope is as the focus and calm settles in more and more, my brain will start to kick in again. I don’t know how much of what I could have been is still in there, but I’d like to start accessing whatever is left. As the static fades, I’m starting to hear a steadier and stronger signal. I need to listen to what it tells me.