SO OKAY.
This is about me and MJ again. Sorry, not sorry.
We had an emotional chat today. I made her cry in a good way this time!! Anyway, I finally fucking got what I wanted! She asked me out on a date.. the answer I had been waiting for.
BUT I HAVE TO GO OUT TONIGHT CAUSE I FUCKING BOUGHT TICKETS TO SEE DEADPOOL AND I CANNOT LET MY BOYS DOWN! Ugh. If it weren’t for that tho.. for the fact that my best friend RA bought the tickets… and my other friend MM are gonna be there… I would totally ditch them for her. In a heartbeat.
She is struggling more than I thought. I’m super worried about her and I wanna be there for her as much as she will have me. I know there will times when she is distant but I gotta remember that has nothing to do with her desire to be with me, its her mental illness.
I hope I can help her.
She has to fight this and conquer it herself but having support and people there helps so much.
I am very proud of the woman she is becoming. She is the type to screw up and own up to it. She wants others to be happy and gives so much of herself to achieve that. She goes beyond the call for her friends and family. I don’t know why she doesn’t see the amazing woman she is but I will fucking tell her every day if I have to until she understands!
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