pathetic in surrender

i’m such a needy piece of shit
anyone who bothers to interact and be nice to me probably just pities me
the thoughts got loud today
i took a shower
and brought a blade
its not very sharp, i really need better ones
16 little lines
didnt even bleed all that much
obviously didnt make me feel much better
maybe if i do a couple more
i mean i already have to wear long sleeves
i wanna bash my head in
ignore my ramblings i’m just an attention seeking sack of garbage