I just want to get out of here. I need to keep working and moving forward. I don’t know how I’m gonna keep fighting the PTSD and the chronic pain. The older I get, the harder it all is. Its so hard not to want to give up and just forget about life.
Not saying I am or will but.. shit. I hadn’t had any thoughts like this in a long while. Hooray! They’re back. Just like they always are.
I don’t know anymore.
I feel more numb than ever…

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