I caved and sent her a snap. I didn’t have the heart to let it die. I convinced myself it was the right thing. Honestly, I thought she would get the message.
“I don’t want our friendship to die because I still love you but I need time to forget the romantic shit”
Nope.
Did not compute.
She messages me with “wait what happened?”
Seriously? Are you seriously thinking I didn’t see your little ex bf, who surprise isnt your ex anymore, post about how beautiful and perfect you are? How he even went so far as to tag both your parents thanking them for making you cause wow how beautiful and perfect you are?
Seriously?!? Fucking seriously?!?
Lets sum this up:
You came back into my life. Told me you loved me and always wanted to be with me. You came back at a crucial time when I was at one of my lowest parts. When I wanted to die.. you gave me a reason to live again. I wasn’t the best for you. I should have said no because at first, when you wanted me, I couldn’t give you what you needed. It was too fast, too much. I made some mistakes.
But you.. you.. fucking you. You tore me apart by pushing me away. You brought me in only to kick me out.
Which lead us to, me thinking we were still together. FOR A MONTH. A FUCKING MONTH BECAUSE YOU COULDN’T ANSWER ME.
You kept me on a leash. Tugging me along. As what? A back up?
You never answered what I was to you. Ever. Hell, you can’t even reply to me.
I thought you were worth it. I still think you are and thats what kills me. It slowly kills me because I know deep down.. how you feel. I know because I know you meant what you said.
But your actions? That makes me doubt it.
Maybe I need to cut you out. I hope I can find the strength.
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