lost in the light in formless

when you hold everything in
it comes in comes bubbling
like an angry frothy sea

and here I am
standing on the edge of a cliff
watching my heart
my fear
splash against the rocks
foam churning water
a buzzing murmur of the ocean coming to meet the sand
and you know what is next

I want to jump off that cliff

a gentle graceful dive

into cool blue water

away from the calls of impatient gulls
away from the coming storm