so I had a dream I was pregnant. *mentions abortion, injection, pills* in 2017. got it.

yeah last night/yesterday. that was weird.

it was weird. i’ve never been pregnant in my life. and apparently i had to have/was going to have an abortion. and i really didn’t want to. and i had 2 choices either the injection or the pill. and i felt so.bad about that i felt so. terrible.

and then after........the baby.......fetus...... i won’t, detail. i still wouldn’t detail. for myself, my own personal reasons.

yeah it was scary. and sad.