Boys Suck... in 2018

So this weekend sucked. Let’s set the scene here....

I talked to JM on Wednesday and we made plans to get together on Friday. We hadn’t seen each other in 2 weeks because I had the flu. And I had told him on Wednesday that I thought I was finally feeling up to attempting some bedroom activity. Keep in mind I had hip surgery just over 7 weeks ago now and it’s been 8 weeks since I’ve gotten any.

So he calls me at like 5:45 on Friday and I was slightly preoccupied because I’d gone to TSC to buy milk replacement for my newest baby goat who is just too tiny and doesn’t seem to be getting enough. And I was in the middle of making a bottle and trying to feed her while talking. It was just normal day to day conversation. He hadn’t brought up tonight at all though. So he was starting to try and get off the phone and I was like “you still coming over tonight?” And he’s like “I can’t tonight.” Well, I’m fighting a baby goat and I’m pissed so I just say bye and hang up.

Once I’d finished with her and was back in the house hoping to be able to feel my toes soon I texted him. “So what’s up bc I thought we had plans tonight?” So then he calls me and kinda dances around the subject saying he wasn’t sure I was feeling better and other bullshit. Nope… if that were the case I would have texted you way earlier in the day to let you know. Then he tells me there’s a guy at work leaving and that he was going out bowling with worrk people and then a karaoke bar. Ok, definitely not happy with it, but trying not to be a bitch.

So I was home alone all night and that sucked bc it was too late for me to even try to make plans with someone else. He had texted me around 9:45 saying something about people getting drunk in an hour, but I didn’t respond because, still pissed. So whatever, I don’t go to bed til like 1 am and I’m checking fb before bed and see multiple posts where he’s tagged being at a music venue watching some band play downtown. These posts start at like 9:45 and he told me that he was meeting work people at 8. And none of the people in this post are work people. So I get mad and send him a text that says “just don’t even fucking bother.” He doesn’t respond immediately, but eventually he calls me twice at like 1:45 am and leaves me voice mails and texts. I don’t answer.

Next day he calls and texts. I refuse to answer, but I did text him back. Says he didn’t lie and blah blah blah. I don’t believe him…

Talked to him today and he was fucking crying.

I’m like dude… You went to a completely different place with an entirely different group of people…

Either way I’m hurt… he cancelled on me last minute and effectively turned me down for sex and I feel like he lied about it.