July 31st, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"

I don't understand this stupid fucked up system. I seriously -struggle- to get by on my own, yet I have all the time and capabilities to earn a living. But where the hell is my chance to do so? Why the hell does anyone choose to bring children into this world anymore. Sure, give it a nice childhood, if you can afford it. Pray when he or she turns 18 he or she can make it in life. But I fucking doubt it. Shit is just getting worse and worse. I have a college degree and I am busting my ass for a crappy part-time job at Walmart. And I am begging THEM for more hours. HAH. I am sick of this bullshit!!!! Plus it is another part-time job just trying to find another way to make a living. Hiring in [insert city I live in] is what I have been finding myself googling quite often. And for what? Nothing. I have been here since January, still can't find shit. And I look at the people higher up, let's use good old fucked up Walmart for example. Us "associates" (especially part-time) are the lowest of the low. We have the "big guys" aka managers making all our decisions for us. And what kind of managers, department managers, assistant managers, zms managers, associate managers. All kinds of stupid idiot managers that can't do shit. Seriously. I have witnessed it since day one. Yet they are making a lot more money than I am. I feel like the higher up you go, the more dumb you get and the more money you make. What a fucking joke this country is. This stupid fucked up economy. I fucking hate it here!!!! I want to sail over to Sweden with my two middle fingers aimed at rusty old Liberty. Fuck this bullshit. Thomas Jefferson must be turning over in his grave.