Today was day sixty of sobriety. I went to a meeting and my parents came with me. Bill was there, Sam, Pam, and Frank too. They are all my favorite people at the club so it was awesome that they were all there! The topic was "Inspiration" and I met a cool guy named Darren who lead. I always feels a million times better after meetings like tonights. Everyone always has awesome things to say and everyone is so caring and friendly (well almost everyone!)
I met a boy at the program who I thought was pretty awesome. Well he turned out to be a real asshole and I was very disappointed. But I should have known when everyone started to tell me to stay away from him and about the 13th step. Pshhhh....I am listening to my sponsor. No guys for one year. Hell, I'll probably go even longer than a year. I am so sick of men. Every time I think one might be even halfway decent, I'm always disappointed. And I don't think I can even imagine ever falling for a guy again anytime soon after what person-not-to-be-mentioned put me through. Yes, guys are scumbags plain and simple. And even when the cool guys I meet who turn into good friends tell me that there really are good ones out there that will treat me the way I deserve to be treated, I tell them...I'll believe it when I see it.
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