i want you... in Mr. Officer

MR OFFICER,
I have thought of ways to explain why you should leave me alone or why i can’t do this.
I have taken this and thought about this for so long and i want this i have wanted you for a while but i never thought i would be able to give in and now here you are on my couch telling me you want me, telling me what you want to do to me and all i can think about is please do these things to me i want it all i want to sleep with you.
If your reading this and thinking, this is a horrible decision you are right it is but your also wrong i have dedicated my life to raising my kids and growing with my husband but i can’t keep what i feel i am or who i should be on the back burner. I am a person that wants to be seen, I want to be touched. I am not look for Mr. Officer to love me nor do i love him. All i want is to be wanted and he does it for me he wants me.