I drank in Um book 1

So i drank. And got sloppy drunk. That’s why I haven’t been on here in a while, I’ve been too ashamed. I haven’t been on facebook in a few weeks because I facebooked drunk and I’m terrified to see what I’ve said or done. I’m going to see my doctor today. I’m going to ask him to please add another med for my anxiety. I’m worried as hell that he’s going to say no or just up my anti depressant. If he says no I’ll have to buy Xanax or Ativan from friends to deal with it. I have an hour until I see him.