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New meds
I’ve been taking my new meds for a couple days now. I think they’re helping me be less anxious but I wish I was on a higher dose. I don’t see my doctor for another month to tell him. I think I’m ...
Yay!!!!
I got prescribed nuerontin!! It’s no Xanax but it’s for anxiety so I have the highest hopes that it will help me. I’m so thankful that he took my anxiety serious enough to try and help me. I’ll t...
I drank
So i drank. And got sloppy drunk. That’s why I haven’t been on here in a while, I’ve been too ashamed. I haven’t been on facebook in a few weeks because I facebooked drunk and I’m terrified to se...
I stole from my mom
I don’t have a job. I go to community college. I stole from my mom to feed my coffee and nicotine habits. And she noticed. The worst thing about that is I can’t steal anymore. I’m pathetic, but I...
Another boring day
Me and my daughter are cleaning at my mom’s, trying to make her happy. I’m bored, but I guess I should be grateful for it since when community college starts again I’ll be really busy.
Miss my boyfriend
Guzzled coffee and cleaned today. Anyone that knows me knows that’s an accomplishment. Missing my boyfriend who I will see on saturday..who I only see on Saturday. Going to sit in the car with my...
Im quitting therapy
I’m quitting Therapy. And since I don’t know how to do things properly, I’m going to no call no show. I was going to go in for the last time today, but now I’m sitting in my car trying to will my...
Lame
Another lame day. Bought a few new dresses I can’t wait to wear. Therapy tomorrow.
Woke up at 2 pm
I woke up at 2 pm. And then I took my daughter to the park where she played with a backpack full of barbies. Now we’re eating mcdonalds and watching tv. She didn’t have camp so it’s all day toget...
Went well
Everything went well today with seeing my daughter’s father. And me and my mom drove up and down the driveway. Without an attack. Winning. Ps my boyfriend was happy I did the dishes. Feeling good...
Boyfriend's sleeping
Boyfriend is sleeping. I did the dishes and folded his underwear bc last weekend he got all pissed that I never do the dishes which was way out of the blue. I didn’t know he wanted me to, so now ...
I wish
I wish I had been able to go out tonight. I’m bored. And lonely. I miss my boyfriend.
Bored
Had a boring day. My almost 7 year old daughter went to bird camp and I had nothing to do so I just took a nap, now I’m back with her waiting until I can go back to sleep again. Id say I think I’...
Hi!
So i relapsed on bulimia after ten years “clean”. But I’m over that now. It was a few rough months but through therapy and seeing a nutritionist I’ve been back on track for over a month. Of cours...
