I stole from my mom in Um book 1

I don’t have a job. I go to community college. I stole from my mom to feed my coffee and nicotine habits. And she noticed. The worst thing about that is I can’t steal anymore. I’m pathetic, but I don’t feel as badly about that as I should. My kids dad just came back in our lives and he’s already offering me money. I’m hesitant to take it. My parents have enough money to take care of me and my daughter. I’m 29..i should be taking care of us on my own. But I’m not. Ok feeling bad.