The ending of an unfinished chapter in Thoughts and feelings

I stumbled upon Open Diary when i was looking for ways to commit suicide. I like to think that it was God that led me there because it did save my life. And although i was only apart of the community for a year, the site became extremely important to me and it became apart of me. I feel as if my time there was too short and i feel unfinished with the site, but i can't stop it from leaving. I am going to start writing here though, with the hope that this site could give me similar comfort like Open Diary. One can only hope.