TMS... in Fresh Start...
- June 13, 2017, 10:14 p.m.
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So it’s been like a week and a half since F has stayed at his apartment. We’ve slowed down on sex just a bit.
I finally told V today that I’m seeing someone else. He took it better than I anticipated, but at the same time said he wished it were him, but I’m like you never really tried to date me… it was a little weird.
I went to the Dr yesterday because I am pretty sure I have a UTI. My Dr took one look at me and said “You’ve got TMS.... Too much sex. You’re glowing I can tell.” This led to a conversation about how she used to date a bad boy in high school but then realized that the nerdy boys were bigger freaks in bed. It was hilarious. Then she told me to make sure and use condoms so I don’t get knocked up, to which I replied I didn’t care. Then she said with this young stud she’s sure he’ll get stuff in all the right places. I really like her.
M basically told me yesterday that he can’t hear about F and I bc he has to see us everyday, but I think it’s probably more of a jealousy thing. A combination of him not wanting to share his toys and not liking seeing other people happy when he’s not. But he had his chance and decided to stay with chick, so that’s on him. And I told F that me and M used to have a thing. Didn’t wanna lie about it.
Waiting on F to get home now… Then shower and bed, just need to feed the cats.
I’m a little bit head over heels for F. Like it already feels like he pretty much lives here. And sleeping without him would be strange.
🌻StillJustMe🌸 ⋅ June 13, 2017