Bleh... in Fresh Start...

I’m feeling kinda bleh… but I think it’s because I’m fixing to start. I’ve had heartburn since yesterday and just feel bloated and achy today. I don’t want to do anything.

I did go grocery shopping earlier. I forgot the freaking celery though, so I need to run out for that. Planning on making F fried salmon patties. It’s been a good while since I’ve made them.

My house is a little bit of a wreck. I need to get on it, but I could just crash right now. I need to work on laundry something terrible. I can’t wait for Saturday… cause then F and I can sleep in and cuddle.

Last night was a little weird. The crazy chick that he wasn’t really dating before called him at like 2am. Last he’d said anything about her, he’d blocked her on fb, but apparently that didn’t last. I’m not sure if he told her about us or what? I plan on asking tonight. Though when he was getting out of bed to talk to her he told me he’d be right back and said we were in bed so I dunno… Either way, it really bothered me, but I held my tongue and wasn’t bitch about it because I know she was his first and it’s tough to separate yourself from that. Apparently she was being crazy and telling him that her parents are trying to get custody of her 2 year old and if that happens she’ll kill herself. Like stop with the drama chick. You’re 19 with a 2 year old, need I say more? But it still just bothered me that he got out of bed with me to talk to her at 2am. Like I know we’ve only known each other like 4 months and we’ve only been kinda dating for 2 weeks, but still. It just really makes me wonder if I should back off getting emotionally invested because while it’s serious to me, maybe for him I’m just rebound sex? Or maybe he just likes the idea of having a gf a d the who isn’t really important? I’m just not sure. I would say his actions say otherwise, but he’s not a big talker and I guess I need that?

Anyways… gotta get busy. Feedback would be awesome!