Internet was out in Second 1st

The internet has been down. Something is wrong with the cables? We went down to the xfinity store and got a new box.... so now we have a service call in and they should be out here at 1 or soon after. I’ve decided to type out an entry in notepad and C&P it after we get internet back up. I will have to review the last entry and edit this one because I don’t remember what all I had put in that one. I did read o comment about “getting all bent out of shape” over a butt slap but I don’t remember if that’s the only thing I put in there.

I talked to Rocky Saturday night before he went to work … just after I wrote that entry. He basically threatened me… if I didn’t talk to Jerry about it when I got in on Sunday morning
we would be going to the HR on Monday… which we couldn’t do because I had a family thing with my sister at the hospital she’s currently in. Rocky said to go in and if Sam was there to tell Jerry “he leaves of I do”.... I really didn’t want to do that and had plans to just tell Rocky that he wasn’t there. I got to work and Sam was scheduled on inspection 5 which was good because I could avoid him all day until the last 20 mins. A normal thing of late is that William will ask me why I’m “off” … it’s happened way more than I would want it to lately .... I waited
till we were in a place and time no one was around and we could talk a few minuets. Told him what happened and that I had told Rocky and what Rocky said.... then he said “You should talk to Jerry because if you don’t I will.” Blackmail. Nice. So.... told Jerry. Explained to him why Marco was so upset. He had no clue. I thought Dylan had told about the butt slap. I thought they could see his hand on my hip. Doesn’t matter. After I told him I had to write out a statement… everything I could remember then he called Tyler fro HR who came in on his day off to deal with it. He spent some time with David, Marco and I each in turn. About 4ish Sam was walked out. From what I was told by team members from 4by10s working overtime.... it was the second time in 5 weeks and they assumed it was a fight with Dylan. One of the guys texted Marco “I heard Sam was talking sidways to you yesterday” Luckily I was sitting right there with Marco at break when he got it because he was auto freaking out. “How did he know? Who told him?” I looked at it. Looked at Marco.... “It doesn’t say he knows anything, looks like he’s fishing to me, play dumb” and he did. Only one more prodding from the guy then he gave and said “Just one more Nissan lie going around I guess”. He had never shared what he was told or who told it so I honestly don’t think he knew anything. It’s a rumor tactic I’ve seen plenty of times. Marco really wanted to know who said what but in the end that guy was no further in information than anyone else. By the end of the day (only 3 hours later) people were saying that Sam had gotten into a fight with Glen and that’s why he got escorted out. I’m glad because I really don’t want that HR label on me. Though my guys have never done anything like that. I did tell Tyler that we kid around all the time “how?” I reminded him that he was actually present at the last luncheon where William claimed my last name was his. It was innocent, cute, funny. Tyler agreed and it was not put in his report. I am worried that things will get out and around. Marco is not good with secrets and I’ve already opened my big trap to William. He’s my work husband though.... not sure I could trust anyone more than him (including Marco). Days have gone by and I feel a good bit better about this than I did when I came home Sunday. I wanted to sleep on it before I blogged/ didn’t feel much like typing it all out after writting it, and telling it twice.

I’m tired of it now.... So the Family Meeting with my sister. Amazingly we all made it.Dad, Mom, Scott, Terry (her BF) and I had to leave our things (cells and wallets) in a locker to gain entry.
Sara came to greet us and take us to a door outside of where Alicen was “in group”. We then took her to a nice comfortable room with one more chair than we needed, made me wish Rocky had been able to come. We went over how she had been doing. Sara asked her questions about why she thought she was there and the plans for her discharge. We were all happy and relieved. We seriously thought they were going to send her home like the previous hospitals. First being Marshall Co. sending her to Cookville… Cookville sending her home. Then Mom had gotten her into a halfway house in Columbia in which she immediately threatened to cut a pregnant woman’s baby out. They called “Crisis” and sent her to Muary regional hospital. Muary held her for 3 days in a quiet room in which she never slept. Dad stayed with her apparently. Muary sent her home. I’m not sure who took her, who was called,or recall where she went next but the next I knew she was in TriStar Madison. She
has been there going on 12 days. When I went to the Family Meeting Monday she seemed way better than when I had driven her home from Cookville. Still not right but WAAAAAY better. In the conversations in the Family Meeting we have reason to believe she thinks she’s writing a bible of sorts. She is still hearing voices but she’s not talking all kinds of crazy. She stated that the reason she is there is because she has a psychosis. Obviously she is repeating what she’s been told because otherwise she would have used lay mans terms like “I’ve lost touch with reality” or even “I’m loosing my marbles” The way she talked still has me a tad worried BUT..... the hospital she is in now isn’t letting her go as easily as the others. At 12 days now they do not yet have a solid discharge date. Mom was worried because someone had told her that discharge was in the works. What we were unaware of is what the meeting was for… for us. One was for us to see what good work she had been doing. Mental work, how she was coming back and to get our feedback on how close to normal that was.Two was to tell us about her release plans. The hospital itself (her team of doctors there) is against sending her home all together and have made arangments for a group home in Madison. Alicen had a meeting with Molly, who runs a group home and they both (Alicen and Molly) thought it would be a good fit. She will be directly discharged to Molly’s care when discharge is solidified. We are all very relieved because that means she will have what she needs.
Unfortunately the cost of rent there will be significantly more than that of her current place it is still next to nothing in comparisson to the worry and heart tugs that we have suffered over
the last few weeks. Mom asked for 20 a month from me to help with that cost and I see no problem with that. Happy to pay it even, knowing there will be someone there keeping her meds from her and administering them as prescribed.

Running around yesterday Rocky managed to overdraft his account. It’s so dumb … we stopped by the bank to see what had caused it and to put money in there to cover it. Rocky blames the overdraft on not having internet. It’s ok I’m not angry. He gets paid Thursday.

Today, I have a doctors appointment about my ear and the lump in my armpit. Appointment is at 10 and it’s 20 to 9 now. Rocky plans to go with me and I will be attempting to get him up shortly. I nervous because I never go to the doctor for anything. I hope I like him. So far I have that his office is only 15 mins away, that his name is easy to say and that he wants $30 up front (which my insurance will reimburse). Then hopefully all goes well and we are back before the xfinity guy is scheduled at 1 and I can post this. … 2 entries probably. Just got an Amber Alert via phone… woke Rocky up.