Bunch of whatever in Second 1st

Thought conservatorship went to court Friday.... apparently that was just for temporary. Permanent goes to court Wednesday. Mom asked me last night via text if I could go with her. I texted back that we had to work on Nana’s shed (Rocky’s grandmother) Tuesday and Wednesday. Then she was all “it’s at 8am” “it won’t take long”. I know she needs my support. I mean she raised us to be able to fly on our own and in her mind she’s clipping Alicen’s wings entirely. It’s a bit hard on her. Maybe she feels like she’s failed. I want to go to be there for her I do really and I feel a bit guilty because I can’t. I gave her my Wednesday plans and told her I can go if we manage to finish it Tuesday.

Rocky, his mom and his uncle worked on it this weekend (mom and uncle Thurs./Fri./Sat-add Rocky Sat -uncle Sunday) Rocky said they would have finished if his mom didn’t feel the need to open every box and reminisce over everything. He brought home a good few boxes and I worry a good bit about what’s in them. I told him of course he’s allowed his own nostalgic items but I don’t want to fill our house with things we never use. he brought home this cutting board drawer thing you keep knifes in and a bag full of knifes. I don’t need any of them but I know he’s not going to let me get rid of them either. So I have to spend the next few days figuring out where to put this stuff.

He want’s to bring home a dresser and a desk. We just bought a dresser for our room. (We have to put it together yet) I don’t need a desk. We have one too many as it is that I use to work on The Leopard. So now.... I get to find a new place for my computer again.... and my craft desk.... so we can put the dresser and the desk in the guest room. He took a coffee table to use and a bedside stand in the guest room so this room is nearly completely furnished.... and apparently will be…

Of course there will be many things we can totally use and I’ll probably cry over. Nana was a bit of a hoarder. There will be many useful things like.... a carving fork I don’t have yet....

We already have to plan for a trip to McKay’s to get rid of books.... boxes… and boxes… of books that other than the chance of a bit of credit at McKay’s I have no idea why he brought home.

I’m going to be easily agitated over the next few days and he’s going to act like he has no clue why. There is going to be stuff everywhere.... none of which I asked for.

I have a ear infection. The mild diarrhea, nausea and some slight dizziness that go with it. I’ve had it a few days. Bought stuff to work on it this morning and ran the first course of a home remedy this morning. I’ll give it a couple days of treatment then call a doctor. I do need to find one and go anyways but I feel like there is far too many irons in the fire to even look up a doc in my area.

Marco found out that his husband has been cheating on him for some time. Random guys.... sending nudes and videos .... it all came out because he caught an STD. Marco is willing to forgive it all but they need to spend time apart. I think it’s all BS and that Marco has lost his marbles. There is talk of him moving in here for a couple of months starting in July.... we will see. He’s all about drama and I am SOOOOOO NOT..... though I can’t seem to manage not to have any. I guess it’s what I see as drama that’s the issue.

Welp.... I’m on a cleaning thing again today (because of all the boxes and moving the desk) and my screwing around alarm went off a good bit ago.... should probably get back to work.