Trigger in Done drinking.

I have been home 9 days now and have cut 3 of those days. Friday nights cutting was pretty bad. My leg looks like shit. Thankfully it’s cold and rainy here so easy to cover up. I want to cut again. Since I have been home 9 days today was the first day it was sunny all day. Unfortunately 2 of my horses seem to be under the weather and not feeling good at all. Gave them meds and that seemed to help but still sucks.

I was sober for 9 days till Monday when I just couldn’t stand it anymore.